MrsSkeleton

I know I keep getting lost and that I’m getting used to living in the shadows but I don’t know how not to. Sometimes I think that maybe that’s how I’m supposed to be lost in the shadows with a hint of light that I’ll never truly see.

Glimpses. Green grass blue skies where are those in my life. I get glimpses flashes of light but most of the time I’m alone in this haunting pitch black night. Where is all this leading is this really where I should be what is it that You’re seeing that I can’t seem to see.

“I’m okay” I feel like dying. Yet I’m still here. I feel like crying still there are no tears. My heart is burning. Leaving a hole in my chest. My soul slowly slipping into an endless rest. There is no tomorrow just a broken yesterday. There is no more sorrow. Just an empty “I’m okay”.

Backwards. I imagine that so quickly but still in slow-motion the trigger is pushed backwards. Something so small can end something so complex something so small can make all worries go away. seems too simple and it is. Depending on where you stand depending on who you are and depending on if you care.

It’s bigger. Just ‘cuz I can’t see it. don’t mean it’s not there. There’s a meaning in everything, hidden or crystal clear. And just because sometimes, I choose not to see, don’t mean it disappears, abandoning me.

Who. Who cares. At times. Not even me. Who cries. I do. But not. To you. Who dies. It’s me. And yea. It’s you. Who tries. Dunno. And I. Don’t care. Who lies. I do. To me. Not you. Who stays. It’s me. Because. Of you.

Små tankar, stort liv. Livet är så stort men vi gör det så litet säger, men inte kan väl jag till mig, men för mig är jag jag och du är en du och det är jag som inte kan inte du. Vi fokuserar på det lilla och missar allt det stora. Vi flyter omkring på ytan rädda för att tappa andan. Vad händer om vi går utan att tänka. Vad händer om vi drunknar I livet som vi inte såg. Kommer vi hitta det vi söker när vi inte ens letar. Kommer vi öppna ögonen en dag och inse att vi nu gjort det för allra första

(aching heart and bitter mind) Love hurts. Love hurts everyone knows but still we search everywhere to find it. It doesn’t matter if you have it or if you don’t love hurts everyone knows.

Thoughts of a darkened mind in desperate need of light. Can’t go down there again it’ll break me why do You forsake me I need to hear You not just fear You. Can’t stand the valleys need to get up. Can’t stand the valleys please make it stop. I need You to guide me to show me where to go. I need You to stay with me and never leave me alone. I’m blind without You be my eyes so that I can see the new sun rise.

You’re the one. You’re the fire burning deep in my heart. You’re the one that’s been there from the start. You’re the love that will never fade. You’re the one that can not be unmade. You’re the hope that brings life to the dying. You’re the one that will never stop crying. You’re the lighthouse calling me out of the storm. You’re the wind taking me back, bringing me home.